The Fake Emptyness

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Whatever you think is right is not and never doubt yourself is two theories that when they clash with each other create something new that is the "do whatever you want theory" if we analyze the new theory by breaking it into parts we see that the want part means anything accesable stupid , immature , annoing action can be applied by the theory user. When does that theory is set into motion, you ask ? all sorts of occasion can trigger if my brother eats the last chicken nugget or when maybe someone is drunk, but what i WANT to know. is it bad ? lets see :)

- Life Remarks Teaching 2-

This time there wont be any talk about the book only analyzing the Remark so bare with me :)

I will begin a little big ,like Big Bang big. By the help of our Beutiful majestic universe a tone of luck our existance came to be, and lets call ourselves aliens, i feel like i want to do that .
 When i was twelve years old it was the first time that this alien infested world seemed bizzare i looked everywhere and i saw only sad feeling people taking place, each alien seemed familiar but if you would stare at them , in just seconds , a shift would start one that made things to complicated for the eyes of a twelve year old boy to take in. i couldn't except it a world filled with misery, a familiar yet sad smile , i remember going back home as fast as i could but i wasn't running i was walking feeling discasted, i got in, sat on the couch looked up the ceiling, and just calmed down. the noises in my head stopped. it was the first time i said this world sucks. That day i begun my own amazing Journey among the world and Understanding it was not easy i still get confused from time to time but knowing all the basic principles help. Now since i am an alien i want to have an intestellar spaceship and i will call each of my friend a planet but they are not simple planets they shrink, after i visit them , it becomes an alien that takes off for its own travel among the stars. My quest is to shrink the void the endless darkness of the universe, the unknown part of the unknown into one little alien but what is this emptyness where do i find it does it even exist. With each new planet i obtain power sometimes its mental sometimes its physical and some those planet copy a part of me to their own existance. But unluckly for you i won't speak of the planets, but going to jump straight inside the dark chaos that it was so scary  and weird the void had nothing but the place was filled with purple lights and floating ships, meteors , houses, people, paintings of almost every known artist of our own alien Earth. i had this double sensation of almost dying , almost sleeping , it started sucking out my body but my body was still there. the lights were pushing me to all directions every few minutes an explosion occured it never harmed me, it just exploded.floating inside the void that had everything allowed me to float inside the darkness of the empty one. the void started to respond to certain patterns, certain words , when i would say something like bubble or heat the next explosion would sound like laughter. and would spit new things from its non existant core . then i tried something like war , love ,peace and the explosion would cry. what was i supposed to understand i was scared i felt alone no matter the people that i met to reach it, the void took it all away no matter how strong i became it took it all away. i left my spaceship and tried to cadle myself to sleep, in an unatural way everything started gathering but blowing away.and then gathering again "Fly" i had to wake up after hearing this "What did you say ? "
"You want to fly i know you do"
"Who are you ?"
"I am the voice of the Void, and you are my first visitor this century "
"Really ? i though i was all alone. can you shrink ?"
"No i can't leave , that's the catch " I though i heard a laughter when she said that ." You want me with you you have to carry me"
"Your kidding right? I can hardly see in here you want a lift to "
"if you take me with you i will show something that will make you understand"
"Has anyone done that before me ?"
"Look around " i begun looking at the paintings those painting were created by great man of the past as well as the ships the people floating around were some of the greatest people ever lived. I could not turn down something so intresting. "i am taking you with me, let's go" at that moment everything shrinked i waked up at te same couch i despised the world when i was twelve i smiled because i felt, i felt the emptyness of the void inside my heart and the potential that emptyness holds, it felt heavy ,i felt really hungry , i wanted food and a walk after eating and nobody could stop me , it's been 9 years from that day ,my void is filling up and for nine years everyone , everything is within my grasp if i choose to obtain it , but what i want is not so simple what i want is.................That is something i can't share yet :) but i can say that if , IF for some reason you have that void don't be scared from it don't be frightend, believe it or not this is you knowing you have to do better :D in the end all it matters is to do what you want, and when someone tries to trip you, take that leg of his and show him the trip of his life.

I know that many of you will say what the hell in the end , but there is going to be a part where we make every alien back into a human so steel your mind it's gonna be a bumpy ride :D

Thanks for reading you are free to comment and ask about anything i will reply as soon as i can , also like my Blog the void commands you. :D  

Camping under the tree

To all little Scouts and Campers out there never ever ever leave for vacation without a pillow it's self destructive. -Life Remarks Teachings1-
And with that little note i shall begin , its been almost a month from my last entry maybe more, i could check and see the date but it is rather boring , (i know i spend energy and time in useless thing but i find it enjoyable). As i said in the last entry i was going to finish the book within the week and i did in two weeks  :P i still haven't learned that i never should put a date as to Ending my work it always takes longer when i do that , i promise you that i worked hard i wasn't slacking but it was to long to finish in a week, anyway puting this aside  the finish was amazing, calm touching and, opened the road for the second book of the series , i felt very proud of my work and looking back now to every time i put on my headphones in class, went to the local Everest (something similar to Starbucks) and Starbucks, ignored my mothers request to take the trash out to write, was worth it. Writing the last sentence felt like those moments when you take a deep breath ,dive in the sea and moments before you run out of breath you emerge out and let the sweet warmth of the sun enveil you. each letter was the energy that it needed ,each word was the creation every sentence a sad hello welcoming the uncertain future. like everyone i used to see Books nothing more than pages that rumble with the wind. as i held and looked at a poorly made creation (words of my inner critic, i believe its great :D)  i felt this second pulse making my hand slitgly move from its place i looked closer , i though ''can it be'' thousands of flying lights where tangling together none was the same colour but i started recognizing them one by one, the gold one the green with a pink tail.... sorry i digress.
After finishing i took a vacation to relax and regroup i went with my scouters team to a nearby campingsite, it was my first time going on a trip with them, i felt so diffrent i had no clue what i was doing, i even got what i had to do, we were pretty tight as a group and we didnt argue in every mistake one of us did...actually we were so amazing that we didn't fight once and we were all there for each other leaving any uncertainty or difficulty behind at the blink of an eye. every time i faced something i wasn't certain i can do someone else would come to relieve me, if i wanted to but i refused to take advantage of it , it's not fair to them to work harder because i am little less experienced, i planned to try my best even if it was going to be hard and the pressure was unburable.
we were grouped in three categories the :
kids
teenagers
adults (simple isn't it ) :)
teenagers and adults worked together to make the games the kids would play, kids played and laughed all day most of them. (we had some minor injuries )
DAY 1
Not much to mention we sucked, we had zero synchronization no ability to communicate efficently and it was amazing how the scedule didn't blow back in our face. the kids managed to set up camp until the end of the day even though we had quite some problem to face with timing.
DAY 2
 After working hard until 3 o ' clock that day we decied to split up our jobs as we should have done from the begigning (we did it we just didn't follow through) our coordination was amazing everything went on smoothly i praise my two new friends Nick and Chris for their hard work and ubelievable style , Nick was the leader of the hole operation as every decicion was his burden to carry , Chris was the one that had absolute control of the schedule and coordinates everything ( among many people i am called a genius of creativity but he is someone that rivals me in every inch and he may even be better than me) , before those two i felt quite useless and everything i did wasn't enough but i helped as best i could :D
 My eyes weren't good at spoting mistakes at how things were supposed to work. when i was asked how was the day i would usually aggree with the one speaking before me or say everything was good , as long the kids were having fun that what mattered to me, but i understand that some kind of scout protocol should be followed and i tried to behave when listening to absurd nonsense. (nobody liked the protocol but if we don't follow some rules then that makes ordinary and god do i hate ordinary). My eyes also aren't good at staying awake after two o 'clock but they presevired until listening that i had the coardination of the next day.
DAY 3
Emerson said '' Do the thing that you fear most and the death of it is certain '' did i follow that rule no, not that much i run like a little chicken , i know what you are thinking but the Doctor ( Doctor Who ) he also cried and run when he saw the hole of space and time at age twelve in Galifrey through the rift .
Enjoy the day, that what i said to myself  the day begun smoothly everything was going ok the kids were playing , and of course having fun the thing that i had to do and didn't was the salute while we all sing our national anthem together (imagine screwing that up ) , and i let Nick do it. he helped me a lot that day we played pokemon at least a scout version of it, it was awesome i wanted to play to but couldn't , listening to the opening themes was enough and made me plenty happy. the hard part didn't come yet, until lunch when the kids had to cook if i remember correctly and i had made a supposedly wrong order of T-shirts for everyone, doubting myself i hardly do somethng like that, but i was responsible about that so i had to check, a lot of money were on the line, an added pressure pushed me down the rabbit hole. i lost my appetite , with what little connection to the internet we had i went to check my emails about the orders, Guess what happened i was right , i explained the situation and everything went smoothly but i couldn't shake the fear of ''what if'' it lingered strongly within my heart , i tried not to show it but not eating was enough, Nick tried to comfort me , beside that being VIP (thats how we call ourselves when we have the responsibility of timing) was some kind of right of passage , everyone was nicer to me either i was so freaked out and they could see it which i doubt it or they tried  helping because being VIP is tiring as hell , and it was the second one (i am an awesome actor).at the end of the day just before dusk we lower the flag , how should i describe the process.... firstly i yell so everyone in the campingsite hears me i say ''Freeze '' then a kid starts lowering the flag each five seconds i whistle with my whistle five times (that is the best part of being VIP everyone is under your command when you whistle :D ) you then have to say '' resume your work '' but i said ''communion" the two words are really similar in Greek and it's easy to mistake them , Nick told me what to say but i miheard him (you probably think didn't you listen when that happened the last two days , no i didn't :P ) following Emerson Quote i stood up to my fear and absulutely ridiculed myself , and it was the best thing that could happen all day because in that mistake a grand laughter was heard from everyone me included as i realized what i did.The tension just left my body , i relaxed and told myself enjoy the day,everything went on better from that moment onward and not only for the rest of the day but the rest of the week , after feelng this kind of discomfort everything in comparison was pretty easy to deal with. as day 3 ended i went to sit alone for a moment under the clear dark night sky and its stars after of course a good bath.
The next days were amazing tiring but amazing and with the help of everyone ( Serhan-our Doctor , Kifefs-Sailor , Raksa-Beuty therapist , Maria- DJ/photographer , Zografia, Maria- number 2 , Leo that's me :D , Anastasia , Big Screw , Vasiliki. Chris - whos name is Pelican and Nick - Perseus we manage to create an amazing adventure that everyone will remember for the rest of their life , We are planning to do something better and bigger next year i hope :D.
What stayed from the prosece wasn't the games but the smiles i saw on the kids faces and tears the last day.  As from Now i thank everyone for reading and feel free to comment ask anything on the comment section. the book is going to be amazing i promise nothing less except magical, heartwarming, and a tear in the end
Thats ho i felt the first two days :D